Another year has passed without you Allan, and I think about you in a lot of things in my life now, wondering what your thoughts would have been on the places I've visited that we should have seen together. I am enjoying retirement and wish your health had allowed you to have been with me. I remain in good health but have had a set back affecting my sight which is disappointing, but nothing compared with the issues you calmly endured. I will speak to you again next year Allan, miss you. All my love always. x

Thinking of you today Allan. I miss you very much. Three years have gone by now without you, so I came to spend some time with you today at the Rhododendron Wood along with Martyn, who wanted to pay his respects. I completed the renovations to my bungalow within the two years as planned, and am pleased with the results. I'm not sure you would approve my dear as there's only space to park three cars! Will speak again next year. All my love x

Thinking of you Allan, it's been two years now. I left a 'fairy' with you today that was given to me when we were in the Isle of Man at the motorbike museum. It's supposed to be lucky, so hope that as you look down on me, see I've settled in my bungalow, and should have it all done in 2 years, being next May. Martyn continues to give me huge support and help, and misses you almost as much as me, rest in peace my love and we'll speak next year.

Well Allan, it's been a year now, and I miss you every day. What a year it's been, sorting out all the things you meant to finish doing such as the numerous cars and bikes, and the Garage. Martyn was a real friend and without him I would have been lost, he's been a great help. Within six months Forest Lodge was sold as we talked about, I went and stayed with your brother for three months, and now have a place of my own - lovely!